dolly's world

alrites, this post is to vent my anger!~ so if you are so not feeling like reading it then just fuck off!

shall not mention who this WOMEN is and our relation. people who knows it, please keep it to yourself.

just now, like around an hour ago or so, she came my house together with her dog and someone else*not to mention who*. She and that someone was happily eating lunch with the family and everything WAS in PEACE.

after lunch, they stayed to chat and stuff, kind of like a family day. She put her dog on that rocking chair. Then, sis went to took photos of the dogs. My 2 boys got their bath just now, so there's sure interesting shoot to be taken.

after taking my 2 boys, sis went to take that WOMEN'S DOG. a cute dog indeed, the only thing is the MASTER.

while taking, my big boy went over to disturb. Okie, i admit, it was big boy's fault. THAT WOMEN'S reaction is just so disturbing to me! wanna know what she did? she reached out to a belt nearby and wanted to beat big boy!!! I mean what is her damn problem lar?cant she just scold big boy and tell him off?

come'on lar, she don't like big boy from the very start doesn't mean that she can do such horrible things to my big boy lar! she's so damn bias lar...her only target, BIG BOY. She's like so nice to small boy lar~ya ya, what a GOOD and PATIENCE WOMEN~ ya la ya la!~everything is big boy's fault lar~HAPPY?BITCH!~

okie okie, back to the incident,
upon seeing her doing such an act, i kinda like raised my voice.*partly I'm at fault too*
" DON'T ALWAYS USE THAT TO BEAT HIM LAR! NEXT TIME DON'T PUT THAT BELT ON THE ROCKING CHAIR!" i shouted. she got pissed off and shouted back" I NEVER BEAT HIM WHAT!!" Then her face changed and kind of like vent her anger on her dog. She carried her dog and went home.

i know this action of mine will put that someone in a very difficult situation, but if i had never voiced out, don't you guys think that she will definitely use that damn belt to beat my dog one day? and one more thing, i am NOT AGAINST HER~ i am AGAINST HER ACTIONS~ some more, there's this saying, "dogs will counter back one day if they are being treated bias-ly" so if that saying is true, what may happen to her? not to mention only her, what will happen to EVERYONE in the house if big boy turn mad and counter back? damn women!!!think before u do anything lar!~dump ass!~

last thing before i end this post, " treat someone/something the way you want to be treated." can i use the belt on you too?!damn women!~

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alrites...it's 12 plus in the MORNING!!!
MY BIRTHDAY!!!

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOLLY!~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~*

lols~

okie, shall review what happened yesterday (Sunday).
well, actually nth much happened.
got waken up in the morning by my mum to go giant to buy stuffs.
our main motive there was basically to buy the COMPUTER MOUSE!!! of course we also brought some other things.

after that we went home to pray.

then in the afternoon around 5 plus mum and i went jurong point.
i thought mum as usual will ask me what i want, buy, and that's it.
But surprisingly, i did not turn out that way.
i told mum i wanted a stuffed-toy, as usual, and guess what she said?
she said that I'm old already, cannot always buy that kind of things!!!
in the end she brought me a shirt and a jacket. also can=)

we went home. sister was already at home baking cake.
all the way until 11 plus i had been SLACKING like no one business.
finally i decided to use the com.

ON awhile only i saw HAOHAO eating his BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! so happy somemore!!! MADNESS!!! I went living room and saw HAOHAO MADE DE BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! all around the place somemore!!!DAMN MAD la!!!~he still at there so happy!!!AHHH!!! i cleared the mess up. MUM AND SISTER WERE AT THERE LAUGHING LIKE HELL LAH!!!~

eh HAOHAO, thanks alot for the ADVANCE INSTANT BIRTHDAY CAKE AH!!!!

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well, as everyone knows, swine flu is the IN-THING world-wide. It's a pretty worrying issue here. Not that i'm scare/not scare of getting it or sth like that.

i just feel that NURSES might be treated like what others treated THEM when SARS striked. i mean, who will be on the front-line when everyone needs help? they are the group of people who would actually put away all thoughts and fear to save lifes. not saying that they are gods or what, but they are just trying HARD to save lifes and souls.

As what we saw when SARS occured, people DISTANCED nurses. what is this? only people are humans and NURSES are not humans? they do not have life? i am seriously disturbbed by the fact that people actually draw a line so clear between nurses and the others.

if you think that nurses are dirty and is the MAIN CAUSE of disease spreading, think again. if let say an DEADLY disease strikes, who will be the first to get vaccinations other then the loyalties? it is the frontline!!! you think only you know how to keep yourself clean? i mean, nurses scare of dying also!!! you think they will go into the train or even go home with all the "dirts"? of course they won't!!!they also have their own families!!!

so next time if you decide to do any action, please think again.

hello everyone,
it had been weeks since i last updated my blog.
was very busy with attachment, work and of course CCA.

SCHOOL ATTACHMENT
okay, i finished attachment about 1 week ago. Yishun polyclinic was fun, the the stuffs there are nice and friendly. then NUH ward 64 was STRICT, but i learnt alot. services and attitudes of the stuffs at 64 BEST!~ actually 54 also not bad. just 2 different styles.


PART-TIME PHOTOGRAPHY
after 3 weeks of attachment i sort of went back to work. Maybe, not really work, just follow sis around to see yew keng cause boss say enough people, no pay will be given if i tag along.


HAOHAO号号 REHOME
then 3 days ago, sis and i brought LAO SI, the Shih Tzu home!!!
we went Yishun there to visit him on Monday. Lao Si is a 7-month old Shih Tzu. we were so shock when we saw him the first time. He was much more bigger than the one in the picture. And he also look kind of fierce. However, in the end, he turned up to be hyperactive, nice and friendly. When the owner put him down on the floor, he follows people around. so cute. guess what? we actually asked LaoSi (now haohao) if he wants to follow us home. He sort of "replied" by happily licking my sis and my hands and face!!! so we brought him home.

at first, he appeared to be scared and quiet when he first see my ah boy and my brother's ah girl. he even barked at ah boy when ah boy came near. we were scared that they would not get along well, so we isolated both of them. haohao was put in the study room; while ah boy was left outside together with the rest. that very night, haohao cried very loudly in the middle of the night. I think is because he is lonely. Mum had no choice but to let haohao out and chained him near to ah boy.haohao stopped crying, in fact, he slept very close to ah boy. i guess haohao enjoyed the company of ah boy.

next day, the Tuesday, both haohao and ah boy got along really well. haohao followed ah boy where ever he goes! it was so funny! i wonder if my ah boy will get irritated? lols. haohao don't only follows ah boy. he follows EVERYONE around the house. so cute lahs! i think he is really getting along with everyone.

and now, i'm here writing this post with haohao lying beside me. he look like he's SOUNDLY asleep.better not walk around, if not he will wake up and follows. lols.

shall upload haohao and ah boy pics someday. i cant find my cable now!!!
got to go, dear diary, this is my life.

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i was fighting with others,
to be the best of all,
to be an apple of someone's eyes.
i jump, i hop, i make noise,
just to be in the spotlight.
each time, it disappointed me.
i was nelgected.
however, i did not give up.
i believe that one day 'the one' will come.

then one day, you came.
with the others, you choosed and choosed.
i hopped around, just to make you notice me.
finally, your that pearly eyes of yours met mine.
i was LOVE at first sight.

you asked HIM about me.
he said,"small small, very cute"
suddenly, you disappeared.
i thought, it was just another 'YOU'.
i walked back slowly, disappointed.
then, you appeared again.
this time, HE opened the door and reached out.
i knew, this is my luck.
i quickly reached out for HIS arms.
i am sure, very sure that HE is here for me.
i was carried out and put into the cage.

happiness in me,
you gave me LIFE.
you brought me home.

home sweet home.
my new home was wonderful~
everyone welcomes me.
i felt the warm and coziness.
i am in heaven, i told myself.

with love, tender, and care,
i grew.
bigger and bigger day by day.

you were so happy,
you invited your friends home.

on the day,
your friends saw me.
they were SHOCKED.
they panic, they shout, they scream.
i do not know why.
i hide in one corner, shivering.

you went over to comfort your friends.
i do not blame you.
one of your friends shouted aloud:
"what an BIG UGLY DOG!!!"

everyone thought that i do not understand.
i was sad.

with great disappointment,
you sent your friends home.
i thought,
you were always the most understanding one.
you kept very quiet the whole day.
i thought,
you were angry with your friends.
i gentlely licked your hand.
you did not respond.

i understand,
i retreated
i slept with tears.

i had a nightmare.
i was left all alone.
where are you?

i woke up,
in fright.
i felt tightness.
it does not feel like my usually bed.

in shock!
i realised that i was in that same cage years ago!
i 've never realised how LARGE i've grew.

YOU!
WHERE ARE YOU!
i barked,"MUMMY!MUMMY!"
no one knew what am i barking.

my barking attracted attentions.
more and more people came around.
i couldn't spot you!~
i was frightened.

then THEY came.
and carried me to a far far place.
far from home.

i cried, i barked.
no one cared.

finally, they let me out.
THEY are not YOU!~
i was afraid, but i stay strong.
i bite, eveytime they try to touch me.
for i am YOURS and no one else.

i refused to eat and drink.
i don't even think about it.
i only wish for YOU!~

days and weeks passed.
nothing had changed.
THEY had no choice.
THEY left me alone.

out of sudden,
i felt painess.
i cried.

i finally saw you.
i was so happy.
i reached out for you,
but failed.
i felt nothing,
totally nothing.

i realised,
i am in heaven with the lord.
he told me the whole story.
HEARTLESS YOU.

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hey people,
waited for a hell long time until the GOLDFISH turned into FOSSIL?! haahaa...
im back!!!~
had been really very busy nowadays.

about a week ago my sis introduced me a part time job.
i'm working as a part time photographer.
my boss is quite a famous guy on MULTIPLY, hoddermelvin.
learnt alot from him and the rest of the crew.

basically, we went places which have those taoist celebrations and take photos.
in our term, it is known as "da ri zi". To put it simply, it is the "birthday" of the deities.

most of the places i went so far are "yew kengs".
yew kengs are events similar to "chingay", except the fact that they are not multi-racial/multi-religious.yea...

the deities/gods will possess on the "chossen ones", known as the "dang ki", then they will sit on the floats and visit other temples.

my job is to take down those moments.yup...that is my job...

<--- DOLLY'S FISH MARKET!!! thanks sarah

lol~ was chatting with sarah on msn juz now then she ent me this picture (maybe logo???) OH MY GOD!!!DOLLY'S REALLY GETTING FAMOUS!!!~ just wait till jy sees the posts!!!woots!!! HIGHNESS!!!


LEI LONG! LEI LONG! CHEAP CHEAP FISH! CHEAP CHEAP FISH! NO BUY LU-GY! NO BUY LU-GY!!! HAAHAA~

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